"How will you ever know how true they are to you?
How important are you to them?

Will you be just another OPTION?"

Recently I get the feeling that I was ignored, totally. And today I really felt that I have only been called when needed. So this is how it feels like to be forgotten and pushed back.

But on the other hand, maybe that wasn't the case. Feeling like this, you'll only feel crap. So even how much irritated I am by this mere thought, I choose to ignore this feeling, because maybe, I'm wrong.

But if they really do think of you about that, you can forget them, they're not worth it. :)